At the age of17, Igotshotthree timesstandingon the cornerofmyblock inDetroit. Myfriendrushedmetothehospital. Doctorspulledthebulletsout, patchedmeup, andsentmebackto the sameneighborhoodwhereIgotshot. Throughoutthisordeal, no onehuggedme, no onecounseledme, no onetoldmeI wouldbeokay. No onetoldmethatI wouldlive in fear, thatI wouldbecomeparanoid, orthatI wouldreacthyper-violentlytobeingshot.TED소리듣기17살에, 전디트로이트의제가사는동네의구석에서총을 3번이나 맞았죠. 제친구가저를병원으로급히옮겼죠. 의사들은총알을빼냈고, 상처를치유해주었죠, 그리고저를제가총을맞은동네로돌려보냈죠. 이난관을거치는동안, 아무도저를안아주지않았습니다, 아무도상담해주지않았죠, 아무도괜찮아질거라고말하지않았습니다. 아무도제가공포에서살것이라고말하지않았죠, 저는편집증이올것이고, 또는총에맞는것에대해 지나치게폭력적으로반응하게될거라구요.
daum:word id="ekw000115518">numbnumb. Anditwastheparadoxisthatyou'reinfreezingcold water, butactuallyyou'reon fire. IswamashardasIcouldforfiveminutes. Irememberjusttryingtoget outofthewater. Iclimbedoutoftheice. AndIremembertakingthegogglesoffmyfaceandlookingdownatmyhandsinsheershock, becausemyfingershadswollenso muchthattheywerelikesausages. Andtheywereswollenso much, I couldn'tevenclosethem. Whathadhappenedisthatwearemadepartiallyofwater, andwhenwaterfreezesitexpands. And sowhathadactuallyhappenedisthatthecellsinmyfingershadfrozenandexpanded. Andtheyhadburst. AndIwasinso muchagony. Iimmediatelygotrushedontotheshipandintoahotshower. AndIrememberstandingunderneaththehotshowerandtryingtodefrostmyfingers. AndIthought, in two days' time, Iwasgoingto dothisswimacrosstheNorth Pole. Iwasgoingtotryanddoa20-minuteswim, for onekilometeracrosstheNorth Pole. AndthisdreamwhichIhadhadever sinceIwasayoungboywithmyfather, wasjustgoing outthewindow. Thereisnopossibilitythatthiswasgoingtohappen. AndIrememberthengettingoutoftheshowerandrealizingI couldn'tevenfeelmyhands. Andforaswimmer, youneedtofeelyourhandsbecauseyouneedto beabletograbthewaterandpullitthrough withyou. Thenextmorning, IwokeupandIwasinsuch astateofdepression, and allIcouldthink aboutwasSir Ranulph Fiennes. Forthoseofyouwhodon't knowhim, he'sthegreatBritishexplorer. A number ofyears ago, hetriedtoskiall the wayto the NorthPole. Heaccidentallyfellthroughtheiceintothesea. Andafterjustthreeminutesin thatwater, hewasabletogethimselfout. Andhishandsweresobadlyfrostbittenthathehadto returntoEngland. Hewenttoalocalhospitalandtheretheysaid, "Ran, thereisnopossibilityofusbeingabletosavethesefingers. Wearegoingtoactuallyhave totakethemoff." AndRandecidedto gointohistool shedandtake outasawanddo ithimself. And allIcouldthink ofwas, ifthathappenedtoRanafterthreeminutes, andIcan'tfeelmyhandsafter fiveminutes, whaton earthisgoingtohappenifItry20minutes? At the very best, I'mgoingtoend uplosingsomefingers. Andat worst, Ididn'tevenwantto thinkaboutit. WecarriedonsailingthroughtheTED소리듣기전숨쉬기가너무힘들어 헐떡거렸고과호흡상태가되어 몇초안에손의감각이사라졌습니다그리고, 모순되게도, 얼음장같은찬물에들어가있으면몸에서정말불이납니다. 저는 5분동안 있는힘껏수영을했습니다물밖으로나오려고노력했던순간이기억납니다얼음위로기어올라와얼굴에쓰고있던물안경을벗고제손을내려다봤는데, 엄청난충격에휩싸였습니다왜냐면제손가락이너무나부어올라서소세지처럼보였기때문이죠너무나부어있었기때문에손을모아 쥐는것도불가능했습니다. 이러한현상은, 우리몸은일부분물로이루어졌는데물은얼면팽창합니다그래서무슨일이일어났냐하면, 제손가락의세포들이얼어서팽창해버린것이죠. 손가락이터지려고해서저는너무나고통스러웠습니다저는바로배에올라가 따뜻한샤워장으로들어갔습니다. 따뜻한샤워물아래에서손가락을해동시키려고노력했던것이생각납니다그리고전이틀뒤면 북극해에서수영을하게된다는사실을떠올렸습니다. 저는 20분동안, 북극해를가로지르면서 1킬로미터를 헤엄쳐 갈것이었지요. 어린소년시절부터, 아버지와함께키워온이꿈이불가능할것이라는생각이들었습니다. 도저히해낼방도가없었습니다샤워를마치고나오면서손의감각이없다는것을깨닫게되었습니다수영을하려면, 손의감각이있어야합니다왜냐면물속에서물을끌어서뒤로밀어낼수있어야하기때문이죠. 다음날아침일어났을때 저는너무나우울했습니다저는라눌프 파인즈경밖에생각이나지않았습니다모르는분들을위해 알려드리자면그는위대한영국인탐험가입니다. 몇해전그는북극까지스키로횡단하려다가실수로얼음사이로떨어져 바닷물에빠졌습니다. 단지삼분동안물에빠졌다가단지삼분동안물에빠졌다가겨우올라올수있었죠그런데그의손이너무나심한동상에걸린바람에그는영국으로귀환해야만했습니다. 지역병원에가자 의사들이하는말이, "선생님, 불행히도손가락을살려내는것은불가능할것같습니다잘라내는수밖에도리가없어요" 그래서파인즈경은자신의공구창고로가서톱을꺼내어 스스로잘라냈다고합니다. 파인즈경이 3분 동안물속에있었던일로심한동상에걸렸고저는 5분 수영후에손가락의감각이없어졌는데, 20분 동안수영을하게되면대체무슨일이생길것이란말인가? 아무리잘되어도손가락을잃을것이고잘못된다면.. 그건생각하기도싫었습니다우리는얼음덩어리들사이를지나 북극을향해 항해를계속했습니다. 제가까운친구데이비드는제가고민하는모습을보고는다가와서이렇게말했습니다.
All oftheanimalsrushedforwardtotryandpullZebraout, butZebrawasfirmlystuck.웹 검색 예문소리듣기
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